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Sunday, July 05, 2009
@1:47 AM

many songs that we sang today talk about how we'll worship God forever
worship God because we love God.


and many times
we raise our hands during service.

as a sign of surrender to God.


but somehow.
this thought appeared in my mind.

how sincere is our desire to surrender our lives to God.

sometimes we go for service.
we feel like raising our hands and singing songs to God
simply becoz..
the atmosphere is there. (ywam is quite pro!)

but ...
when service is over.

problems and issues appear.distractions come.


do we still surrender our lives to God?



and when we sing..
we sing of how we wanna worship God ..


do we actually worship God when we're out of service

not just with songs,
but with our lives.


are we doing things that are pleasing to him
are we worshipping him through our lives? every single decision that we make, issit God-honouring?


do we value him more than any other thing?





my heart of worship means so much more to God than the (so-called) worship songs that i sing with my lips.



1 sam 16:7 - God looks at the heart.

"Therefore, I urge you, brothers, in view of God's mercy, to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God—this is your spiritual act of worship. Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will."- Romans 12:1



and i was thinking.

so what if we can sing the songs really well.
so what if we can jump super high and praise God with boundless energy
so what we raise our hands like crazy during altar call and pw.


all these mean nothing to God if these are just outward expressions, and not coming straight from our hearts.



and i really don't want to raise hands for the sake of raising them. (or wanting pple to know how "spiritual" i am)

i want to raise my hands because i truly want to surrender my life to God.

Merci poure, le triste

Verse of the Day

Friday, July 03, 2009
@10:40 AM

i have this feeling of having many things to do,
but i have very little time.



wells.
i guess it's better than having nothing to do,
and not doing anything productive

i need God's help in planning my time properly and letting me meet all the people whom i wanna spend quality time with!

please please

that includes people in my cg, my family

and i also have to make time for tuition.


oh yeahh
I LOST MY SERMON NOTEBOOK!
crap
i'm really very sad.
although it's quite a "po po lan lan" book,
i treasure it a lot!

inside got a lot of shepherding teachingss ): (hard to find, hard to get)

ohhh welllsss.

God,
please help me find it soooon!
plleaseee








a random note (:
it's a joy to play badminton with my sisters
haha.
played with my elder sis yest
and i screamed a lot.
oh my


i think screaming helps the game appear to be fun! :D (okay this is purely my own personal opinion. HAHA)




i wanna eat breakfast but i don't know what to eat!

(eh hsiaoen, this is not a spiritual post!)

Merci poure, le triste

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Monday, June 29, 2009
@1:03 AM

love people, hate sin..


"Those who oppose us are not the enemy but victims of the enemy."
(btw, the word victim struck me so hard!)

They can be delivered, Paul insisted, but we are to speak the truth in love.Truth without love is dogma that does not touch the heart. Love without truth is sentimentalism that does not challenge the will. When truth is spoken with love, God's Spirit can use it to change another's mind." (AMEN!)




speak the truth in love.

God, remind me.

Merci poure, le triste

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Friday, June 26, 2009
@1:21 AM

this quote struck me like nobody's business.

Where there is no faith in the future, there is no power in the present.







why do i feel sian sometimes.

sometimes i lose sight of God and of the future that God has planned for me

i don't know exactly know what plans God has,

but one thing i know.

if i ever feel tired of serving,
it's most prob becoz i get too focused on the present and overlook the bright future God has in store for me.



HAVE FAITH IN THE FUTURE, ESTHER!

Merci poure, le triste

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Tuesday, June 23, 2009
@1:32 AM

pictures from camp (:

my shepherd zixin!



random.... with the hongkong brothers! leon and kat (:

kester mel sandy :D







from JCnortheast (:
loveee


from JCNorth! :D
yayyyyy

jump shots!


fung ens and sar!


my current and ex sheeep!

cg (and ex sa cg) :D


my UNIT! wheee!




woots. i love this team!


we've come a long way.
lets continue to grow in both quality and quantity :D

Merci poure, le triste

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Friday, June 19, 2009
@11:41 AM

i don't know how to start blogging about camp.

i promise i will add photos.




God spoke to me through worship, prophesies and teachings


"Be still, and know that I am God;
I will be exalted among the nations,
I will be exalted in the earth."

and it suddenly struck me that i haven't been still before God.
just seeking him as a child.
and being still before him and let him speak into my life.




life transformation.
these 2 words reminded me a lot of why i'm doing what i'm doing
it's all about lives that matter to God.
and seriously
it's not about the numbers..
personally
i wanna get rid of the mindset "no growth in number = no growth"

yessss, even if there's one person who grew and have certain breakthroughs,
i will rejoice and thank God for the one person whose life was transformed :D




God reminded me of my own character flaw.
it struck me so hard that i broke down.
lol
i remember tellling God to make me broken before him
because i didn't want pride to build up.

HAHAHA.
and guess what
he really did.


but it's okays,
i will persevere.
i'm a work in progressss! :D



"don't just bring people to church, bring CHURCH to people"

yeah,
i really want to apply that.
make more effort to bring God and church to people
my friends
my family
my classmates.




confidence in God

this is what i have been wanting to have.
and through experiences.
God showed me what it means to have confidence in him
so YAY
praise God.




i will blog more next time.cya!



HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIANRU & ZHIQIANG :D

Merci poure, le triste

Verse of the Day

Thursday, June 11, 2009
@12:56 AM

EH EH!!

go to this website and read the sermons.

http://www.guitar4christ.com/modules.php?name=News&file=article&sid=96


what reallly reallly struck me...

It is impossible to change what you are UNWILLING to confront.


Proverbs 27:5-6

"Better is open rebuke
than hidden love.

Wounds from a friend can be trusted,
but an enemy multiplies kisses"

Whatever controls your MIND controls your life.




No thought can ever rule your mind unless you allowed it.


It is impossible to avoid the behavior created by your SELF-IMAGE.

You cannot out perform what you think about yourself.

Can you believe and receive the will of God for you?
- This matters more than what’s the will God have for you.


How you think of yourself matters.


Difference between servants and those who like to serve: MOTIVE (reason for)

(seriously, i think this part is really cool)
Those who like to serve do so because:
- It gives them a reason, purpose and meaning
- They are controllers
- It brings pleasure to them.
- They do not want to be left out.
It is what pleases them and not what please the person.

A true servant’s whole desire is to bring pleasure and relief to another.
The test of a true servant is if they will act like one when they are treated like one.
They want to please others with what they do.


God wants to know what we are going to do with what we have before giving us what we don’t have.



THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS WHICH I DIDN'T WRITE HERE,
go and read it urself!
i think it's reallly cool


Merci poure, le triste

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