Lets forget the negatives.

Thursday, February 02, 2012

@12:18 PM

i want to enjoy learning, loving and going through life with God.

the ups.
and the downs.

the mountains and the valleys

the uncertainties and doubts.

i wanna learn to walk by faith.

Merci poure, le triste

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Saturday, December 31, 2011

@2:43 PM

i wanna trust God all over again.
even if i don't feel God and understand God's ways.
even if i don't seem to experience God's goodness in my life

because of ....

prov 3:5-6

"Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways submit to him,
and he will make your paths straight."

and

Isaiah 55:9
"“As the heavens are higher than the earth,
so are my ways higher than your ways
and my thoughts than your thoughts. "

be secure in God.
not afraid to make mistakes/fail or look stupid becoz i know i live for God alone.
and my value in God stays constant.
doesnt rlly matter what people think.

my new year resolutions?
i dont know.

i want 2012 to be a year filled with breakthroughs.

Merci poure, le triste

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Wednesday, November 23, 2011

@12:01 PM

love it when people offer to pray for me :D
angelina did it today and i felt so loved by her and by God!
God is faithful to both of us and i'm still glad He led me back and now i'm serving again.
whenever i see her i would be reminded of my backsliding past and remember that God changes hearts (:

sometimes i get confused by what i want too,
but i think whats most most impt is knowing that i want God the most (and living this out),
zhe yang jiu ke yi le.

thoughts are abit disorganised,
but anyhows,
thankful for friends (keith and sam) who watched "you are the apple of my eye with me" when in actual fact,
i think i was the only one who was truly excited over it.
late timing somemore.. :')

thankful that God brought me through my paper,
giving me lots of ideas along the way and have enough time to do!!
super thank God.

thank God for helping me shepherd sually today too.
before i met her i felt that i was gonna die
as in super tired until cannot concentrate,
but he gave me strength when i met her, and energised me!

okay wo yao shui jiao le. :D

Merci poure, le triste

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Tuesday, November 15, 2011

@10:18 AM

chanced upon this video and it touched me deeply.

a pastor who faked cancer in order to cover up for his physical torment he experienced from being addicted to pornography.

u know as i was watching this interview of him revealing the truth in tears,
i wondered what God was feeling/thinking as He saw him devising plans to lie and get away with cancer.

God must have grieved over his sin and the unwillingness to come clean with it...

but i believe God rejoiced over his repentance :D

I tell you that in the same way there will be more rejoicing in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine righteous persons who do not need to repent. - luke 15:7

and it's heartwarming to see how the people of the church decided to forgive him even though it was a big lie.

and the last line he said, "from now on, i will tell the truth" yeahhh. what really matters is that he repented!

just reminds me of how good God is.

no matter how "major" our sin is,
he wipes away our ugly past and gives us a new life as along as we r willing to repent and follow him once again.

Merci poure, le triste

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Sunday, November 13, 2011

@12:19 PM

choices choices..
many choices that i have made in the past few months...
sometimes i do feel i've made the wrong choices.

the main reason is always insecurity.

not good enough.cant seem to improve.many things that i dont know how to deal with.

sometimes i feel lost.
sometimes i feel afraid that people will judge me.

but i dun wanna let all these thoughts diminish the value of the choices i made.
so what if there are a lot of things i dunno yet,
i will learn.
i will depend on God.
i will improve.

so what if people judge me,
this is an issue between them and God,
i just need to please God.
live for the audience of one :D

dont look back and think about how my life could have been if i hadn't made the choice
i wanna focus on how i can grow and improve so that i can "live up to" the choices that i've made.

and i know i will be fine becoz i'm counting on God! not on myself ^^

Merci poure, le triste

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Tuesday, October 25, 2011

@11:45 AM

my dream as of today.

to have a family prayer meet,
with my dad leading the prayers.

i may not see how this can materialise now.
but i know,

nothing is impossible with God.

Merci poure, le triste

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Thursday, October 13, 2011

@12:45 PM

turn your eyes upon Jesus
look full in His wonderful face
and the things of earth will grow strangely dim
in the light of His glory and grace

many things i learnt and discovered recently
from people, situations, mistakes and ministry.

actually many things to worry about (if i choose to worry)
about studies, about relationships, about ministry,

about whether i can cope
whether i can do well in my studies
whether i can reconcile
whether i can work with certain people
whether people will judge me
whether i can sing properly on stage
whether i can shepherd my sheep properly.
whether i can lead my people well.
whether people will like me
whether my (currently) second-lower honours can bring me to a gd career

just a lot a lot of things that go through my mind everything

i wanna choose NOT to meditate on my worries, but CHOOSE to meditate on God's word.

Eph 3:20 "Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us"

i really pray that things of the world will grow strangely dim in my eyes.
i will zoom out on my weaknesses, my not-so-desirable circumstances and zoom in on God's goodness in my life.
his soverignty. his love and grace for me.

amen.

goodnight world!

Merci poure, le triste

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